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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
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the past two days have been nth but nightmares for me. they're scary. real scary. makes me wanna shut myself up and never face the world again. this world is evil. it's cruel and harsh. it makes me wanna leave and never return.


got back some other papers today. dont wanna mention them here cos there's nth great abt them. i totally cant believe my emath grade. thot i cld at least secure an a2. but the result? sigh. a case of complacency? beats me. and all i cld do was stare at that disgusting mark on my paper and cry. cried in front of mrho too. what's my problem? hyperactive tear glands? phy was worse. i dare say i studied alot k. let me see..almost two weeks reading the textbk? not enough? how abt doing almost every qn in the tys? so it goes to show that hard work doesnt give u good grades. so what shld i do? sit back, relax and not study at all to get good grades? hah.


been worrying the whole day. gonna get back eng, chem and bio tmr cos these are the subs i wanna count for L1R5. really hope that i can do well for them. but what if it history repeats itself? what if i get shocking results again. i dont think i'll be able to take it. i seriously wont be able to. these two days have been enough. i dont wish for tmr to be like that. i had enough.

9:51 PM;

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