i realise that i tend to think alot of weird stuff when i'm showering.
i realise that i tend to think more as i grow older.
i realise that i dont only think more, i tend to worry more as well.
i realise that the things i think abt usually are the 'what if's of life.
i realise that alot of the 'what if's usually remain 'what if's cos they dont end up happening.
i realise that the things i worry abt usually concerns the uncertain future.
i realise that i shldnt be worrying abt the future, cos it's entirely in God's hands. :)

ahhh. that was random. but it's true that i really do think and worry more (abt bigger stuff) now that i'm older. and it's really cos i dont know what will happen in future. but you know, i really shldnt be spending so much time thinking abt the future and worrying abt it cos the Lord is in control. it's hard to really comprehend stuff that are happening now (trials or not), but i guess in His time, i'll see that everything is really just a part of His plan for me. :)

and i'm thankful for that assurance. :) i just need to pray that He'll help me get all those thoughts that i've been thinking off my mind, and focus on Him wholly. cos ultimately, it really isnt abt me, myself and i. it's abt the Lord and who He is to me. :)
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alright. school tmrw! threedays of school this week (: oh. and thank God i did well for micro and econometrics midterms :D:D morale booster to do even better for finals! macro was bad though. havent gotten back results yet, but i have a very bad feeling abt it. so that's motivation to work extra hard for finals. (which are starting in slightly more than one month's time. rahhh.)

okay my fingers are satisfied now. i really do enjoy typing away on lappie. haha. and yes, that tenpage assignment was alot of typing but over now! hope i get a decent grade for that one or else there goes 20% of my grade. hurhur.

ookay i'm outta here. till next time! (to whoever actually bothers coming here to check for updates (: )

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